so many thoughts!!

so...the current "not-jasmine" state that i'm in has put sooooooo many thoughts into my head. Many deep thoughts that I would usually never think. There is so many that I don't even know where to start. I have literally started and erased this blog post about 3 or 4 times. I just don't know where to start, or even how to put them in words without rambling or sounding crazy! Because i'm not, well maybe just a little bit hehe but so is everyone. ^_^

Anyway, I wouldn't even have to try to find a way to start this blog if i had someone to talk to. And the sad thing is I have plenty of people to talk to its just will they listen and try to understand whats happening or will they start going on about their problems (because im such a great listener). Thats one thought i've been having, everyone around me feels so safe and secure to talk to me about their problems, which is great! I love that they feel comfortable with me, thats exactly how I want it, but I don't feel they same. I want to talk to my friends about whats on my mind but I just can't and I don't know why. The words start to come but the stop right before my mouth forms them. I just don't know(i say that a lot)

but anyways.....I don't remember what I was talking about before and I'm going to stop before I sound crazy, but I think I have already accomplished that (great -___-")

Until My Mind is Unscrambled,

Jasmine ^___^